Dear Future Boyfriend . . .

A letter for my future beau. Click the clip to enlarge. ☺

January 5, 2012

Dear Future Boyfie,

         Now, I don't mean to sound cheesy or anything, but I want to say that I think you're the best guy any girl could ever have. Just thinking of you makes my heart beat a thousand times faster. Your smile makes the pterodactyls in my stomach flap their wings like hell. The idea of seeing you makes me feel giddy. Holding on to this little bit of sanity is way too impossible now that you're in my life. I'M CRAZY FOR YOU! ☺

         I'm crazy about everything about you. I'm crazy about the way you talk and the way you laugh. I'm crazy about the way your eyes smile when I look at them. I'm crazy about your pathetic singing attempts to make me smile. I'm crazy about your lame pick-up lines. I'm crazy about how you get nervous when you talk to my dad. I'm crazy about how you kiss me in the middle of saying something and how you touch my lips after that. I don't mind those rude but cute interruptions. I LOVE YOU! ♥

         I love our late night conversations. I love how you show me off to your friends. I love the way you hold my hand, like you never wanna let it go, like you're holding on for dear life. I love how you get jealous, it is cute. I love that you give me those tiny bits of mushroom in your steak instead of stealing mine. I love that you watch chick flicks with me. I love the way you hold me in your arms when I cry over them. I love how you tell me I'm beautiful even if I am a mess. I love the way you turned my daddy's princess into a queen. I love your handwritten love letters. I love watching you breathe when you sleep. I love hearing your plans for the future, for our future. I love the fact that you never promised me that you're never gonna hurt me, make me cry or do anything to disappoint me because at some point, you will, intentionally or not. I am happy and content that you promised me that you'll try not to. I love that you didn't promise me forever, but every single day to forever. I love the way you say my name. I love the way you tell me you love me. So true, so honest, so sincere. I love the way you look when I say it back. I love the way you get misty-eyed when I say no one could ever take your place. ☺

         Thank you for always being there for me. For believing in me. Thank you for all the good and bad times we've shared. For putting up with my quirks. Thank you for not leaving like the rest. Thank you for inspiring me. Thank you for being my hero and for making me realize that I can be my own hero. And most of all, thank you for the unconditional love. ♥ ♥ ♥

         I know you're not perfect, neither am I. But I love you, flaws and all. And together, we will make this work. Step by step. Screw the stumbling blocks.

         A song once said, "I have died everyday waiting for you." And I did. There were times when I was so afraid to fall. There were times when I nearly gave up. But with you, I feel so secure. Having you here with me now, I know that it's worth the wait. You're worth the long wait. Thank God for I have found you. I can't wait to see you smile as I walk down the aisle hand-in-hand with my father. I can't wait to spend forever with you. I LOVE ALL OF YOU WITH ALL OF ME, MY LIFE, MY LOVE, MY DESTINY. ♥

Forever & always,

Shayne Linden Jois ♥

Lo and behold, a letter to my boyfriend who lives in the future. Ha ha! Excuse the cheese! If you're wondering if there is a particular someone I want to dedicate that letter to, there is none. And that is very honest. I was not thinking about anyone when I made that letter. I just let my imagination pull that off. Hihi! ☺

Am I looking long-term? Yessiree!!! What's the point of being in a relationship if you can't see yourself with your partner in the long run? If you're thinking of being with another person in the end? It's crazy, isn't it? As much as possible, I want my next beau to be my last. Sorry if I am too conventional. Call me old-fashioned or anything, but I do take love seriously. :P

Anyways, I hope you won't think I am weird for doing that letter. I was just being my hopeless romantic self when I wrote that. And as you can see, there really is an actual letter, so yes, I am planning to give it to him someday. Ha ha! I have it all figured out but I won't spill the details here. ☺

Here's my inspiration. It's a song by Christian Bautista that really brought the house down when I was in my last year in high school. Please take time to listen to it. It's insanely sweet. ♥